"You're escaping your problems"

I was in this terrible mood all night, and I kept asking God what was going on and why I suddenly felt so upset. Nothing was wrong with me, it was as if there was in indirect sadness from another person, and it had transcended to me through God himself. I know I felt His presence the whole time I was upset, the feeling is unmistakable.

During worship I spoke to Him. He said squarely 'You're escaping your problems.'
I constantly asked Him to fill me. 'You're filled with my spirit. You have yet to practice with it.'
At that very moment the downcast mood was lifted and I felt pretty idiotic. My connection with God is better than ever, the problem was that I was scared to use the power I possessed because of my own conscious selfishness.

The whole 'what will people think of me?' came to pass. The fact of the matter is, I'm a follower of Jesus Christ himself and that is the path I've chosen. So now I live as he did.