For once, I want to be the same.

Usually I love to be myself, to be the different one in the group. The major downside to this is that I can't relate to anybody. I know so many people that share a single interest with me, but not a single person who shares many interests. This can hurt on the inside sometimes, when I just want to talk about the stupidities in my head, no one can ever relate. Sometimes I'd love more than anything to fit in. This would be one of those times. The time where I call that someone who knows exactly what I mean and knows exactly how I feel.

Maybe that's what soul mates are for. I remember being so dependent on my ex-girlfriend, she fixed anything broken in me all the time. I really want someone to fix me. I think it's time I found a girlfriend. Or at least some miraculous miracle of finding someone who understands the absolute crud I talk about.

I remember watching 'The Beach' and one scene that completely derailed my train of thought was when two people were sitting on a beach at night looking through a telescope. The man says "...and to think that in some parallel universe there is another planet with another you staring right back at yourself."

I wish I could meet that person.