And so it is...(hallelujah)

Okay, so this is my final post here. Time to wrap it all up. This was a very Chrisitan based blog site. It has shaped who I am and this site will be here for safe-keeping I suppose. I feel that it deserves a nice ending, so here goes.

I believe You are out there. Is Jesus Lord? I'm not sure. But faith will grow as I grow old. There are many people praying many things but I believe it is being heard by the same entity. We are all safe. We are under the same sun. I believe that if we are conscious of what is good from the heart (not a moral right, but a feeling of something deserving), then we will be rewarded for being conscious of this. The world and you are separated by wonder. Wonder of what everything is, where everything came from and where it goes. I believe the Bible is a set of stories and not exactly a series of events. I am still skeptical by something written by human hands, no matter how 'holy' they are. But none of this matters. The point is, I do believe. It is better to lean on something...than fall for anything.

I don't know all the answers, but I'm happy embracing these questions that have everything to do with nothing I need to know. But I want to.

So my new blog site is: http://blocinmotion.livejournal.com
This is a new chapter of the same life.

I'm staring at my journal

Been two months since I've posted here, I'm thinking of starting a live journal. Something new for the new year. Right now I'm staring at my journal which I also has neglected for about a week now. The only thing this shows me is my utter laziness to do anything. Such a lazy generation we are.

So changes. Christianity? I've taken up a spirituality of a different kind. I believe in a God. I do not believe in the devil. But I do believe Jesus walked the earth. I do not think he is related to God. I believe that growth spiritualy is part of life and death. I don't belive in sin, I believe in choice. I dont believe in rights and wrongs, I believe in difference. So what does that all mean? I believe I am agnostic. I believe there is something more, but to understand what it is so early in my life would be a shame.

Sexuality? To and fro with this battle of who I like. And now I have ceaced to care. Yes, I have had the best of both worlds and both those worlds are just great places to be. Right now my heart lies vacant and free. I'm happy that way. It is free roaming and who it is crushed by. No matter who they are, I can not help but love that person. That's all there is to it. The easiest way to deal is without restrictions. So male, female, it never really mattered did it?


Future? Well turns out, by sheer luck and the recount of my lucky stars, I am heading to university. Which, by the way, is like nothing I expected it to me. it's more than that.

I'll make another web-journal and write more another time. MSN is being demanding right now and I don't like to make my friends wait because I hate it when they do that to me.

Oh, I am now a mac user. Yay for me.