How is it so wrong to be wanted? How? Maybe I like the attention I get because it's the only kind I can receive. Maybe I do want to make scenes, so people know that I'm still here. When you want the world to notice you...it turns away. Well I just want to belong somewhere, where people see me as me and love me for it. There are no strings attached, just genuine people. Where do I find them? Why should I feel obliged to do something or say things I don't mean just get the 'thumbs up' from someone who couldn't give a damn about me regardless.
I'm not willing to waste my life thriving to be wanted. But if I knew that was going to happen for the rest of my woeful life, then this world just isn't for me.
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