Been two months since I've posted here, I'm thinking of starting a live journal. Something new for the new year. Right now I'm staring at my journal which I also has neglected for about a week now. The only thing this shows me is my utter laziness to do anything. Such a lazy generation we are.
So changes. Christianity? I've taken up a spirituality of a different kind. I believe in a God. I do not believe in the devil. But I do believe Jesus walked the earth. I do not think he is related to God. I believe that growth spiritualy is part of life and death. I don't belive in sin, I believe in choice. I dont believe in rights and wrongs, I believe in difference. So what does that all mean? I believe I am agnostic. I believe there is something more, but to understand what it is so early in my life would be a shame.
Sexuality? To and fro with this battle of who I like. And now I have ceaced to care. Yes, I have had the best of both worlds and both those worlds are just great places to be. Right now my heart lies vacant and free. I'm happy that way. It is free roaming and who it is crushed by. No matter who they are, I can not help but love that person. That's all there is to it. The easiest way to deal is without restrictions. So male, female, it never really mattered did it?
Future? Well turns out, by sheer luck and the recount of my lucky stars, I am heading to university. Which, by the way, is like nothing I expected it to me. it's more than that.
I'll make another web-journal and write more another time. MSN is being demanding right now and I don't like to make my friends wait because I hate it when they do that to me.
Oh, I am now a mac user. Yay for me.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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